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i'm feeling sad again... dunno y. hmmm, blah...
stupid pple, ask them to send me photos, until now still haven sent yet. sigh...
at alvin's place now watching soccer, thought it was the brazil match... got it all mixed up, it's at 3 am....
can hear the boys screaming outside... no mood to join in, at least when they watch soccer, they make comprehensible intelligent comments, and not vulgarities. yeah... i'm so bored..........................
and upset...
hmmm, zouk tmr? i dunno... u know it's alws when i dun feel like going, and i end up going, tt's when i end up having the most fun, haha, i am so weird...
yay, sat mos. but it'll probly suck, cos i dunno, it alws suck when there's some big name dj when i feel hyped to go.. smtg will just happen...
i feel like i'm being cheated, and there's no way out of it..
today was a complete waste of my time.. SERIOUSLY!!!!! and i ddint even catch a wink of sleep at all, went down with a hangover. blah, waste my cab fare money...
i wanna go swimming, or hmm, maybe even sentosa. marcus and gang will be having some soccer finals at sentosa, maybe i'll go, been promising him to go, for like ages...
something's missing, or maybe it's just me... think tt this wld last for some time. haven felt like this in ages and ages and ages.
feeeling kind angsty too, wanna beat someone up, i can feel the violence bubbling inside.
